What
Is It?
These
shallow breaths are not
milk
and honey I'd hoped for,
praying
strength to spread
cream
cheese on toast
what
I'd planned.
Yet
these rapid heartbeats burn
wisps
of incense
in
a place I am finding
is
holy.
The
smoke from your cloud today
singes
my throat but this
manna
strange somehow still
fills
me.
-Winter 2012Metamorphi–
This
cocoon closes
bloody.
I can't tell
what
flows thick
from these knuckles
banged
senseless and
what
seeps
from your womb-walls,
hot-cradling
me.
-Spring 2012
I Have No Poems About Jesus
I
realize this paging through my pittance of black pixels
strewn
across white pages in hope
that
some will take root.
I
read of redemption, communion, the kingdom;
there
is Moses, my father; no Rabbi in sight.
The
New Jerusalem seems safer,
stained
glass and sand sufficient.
No
need to touch nail holes,
struggle
to name the One
who
offers flesh as food,
who
tells me I must hate
the
one who bore me
but
who lets whores
kiss
his feet before
he
dies.
I
have no place to lay His head.
I
touch the hem of His garment for healing.
To
get closer means His smell might
mingle
with mine.
-Summer 2012
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